The first cross stitch designs that I decided to tackle were alphabets, partly due to my time working in a print shop where I became hyper aware of fonts, and partly because my son was in the process of learning his alphabet, so I sort of had the ABC's on my mind. I stitched these deco style letters for my son's room, then did three other designs for my nearby nieces and nephew. I figure that even if I never sell anything, at least I can justify the effort by making gifts for my family. Setting up a store on Etsy has been time consuming and stressful to say the least. Every time I list an item, my adolescent insecurities resurface as I wait for the validation of views, hearts and the ever elusive sale. There are stores selling cross stitch patterns on Etsy who have hundreds, if not thousands of sales, and I can't help but compare myself to them. I have to keep reminding myself that they have hundreds, if not thousands of listings, whereas I have twelve.
Now that my shop is more or less running, I feel like it is time to play. I'm exploring ideas that I haven't seen in cross stitch before, like geometric patterns that are more than just quilt block squares, and basic forms that translate to ideas and concepts. I'm trying to treat each pattern as a hypothesis, a proposed solution rather than a definitive answer. I know that not everything I produce is going to be good, which is actually quite freeing.
That said, posting on Etsy has made it difficult to resist the urge to whip up a few simple little ditties to please the masses. With early bird holiday shoppers already hitting the online stores, I'm tempted to sell out and jump on board the cutesy Christmas ornament wagon. I guess it's good that I don't do cutesy very well.
So I'll keep plugging away, building my collection, learning, and hopefully one of these days I'll achieve my goal of creating some cool cross stitch.

